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brad
warner
the
beach ”
is
his
modus
operandii
because they didn't occur then !
infinity and the return of the footsteps
(ed. you will need to watch all three parts of ray bradbury's “the lake”)
horror
or
the
supernatural
has
it's
origins
in
a
sorta
uncompleted
infinity
if
infinity
is
completed
there
is
no
horror
but
still
there
is
a
type
of
supernatural
tho
it
can
still
kill
you
so
i
guess
that
is
horror !
ray
4
girls
and
no
boys
his
wife
was
damaged
a
damaged
woman
attracted
to
a
damaged
man !
to
their
children
you
were
born
to
two
extremely
autistic
people
that
might
help
you
understand
yourselves
better !
the deserted wasteland with only
the flytip blowing in the wind and
his just desserts, the ineffable,
for lunch and supper.”
congratulations you have a talent :o )
yet
he
has
distinction
and
the
land
is
not
wasted
is
something
to
magical
thinking
btw
buddhists practice sitting. ”
buddhism and meditative sitting does not have high social status and the way you are using it is something interesting i have noticed about american zen, that it has grafted the notion of practitioner and practices from christian science, it's actually an alien notion to zen and buddhism !
american zen is suffused with christian science attitudes and vocabulary to a surprising degree, that sort of magical approach !
perhaps it's not so surprising because of mary baker eddy having an “enlightenment” experience
the koreans don't have this notion of “practice” and i think it's more closely related to the chinese zen (ed. chan) which got wiped by the communist revolution tho it had been in decline for centuries !
the difficulty of this work is way underestimated, if someone like dogen spent a lifetime trying to get it right and you lot blaze in like it's just a case of having coffee at starbucks !
corporeal
objects
doing
something
corporeal
practice ”
what
a
phoney
glamourization !
a
monk
has
a prayer
practice
which
he
can
practise
or
practice
a
plumber
has
a
plumbing practice
which
he
can
practice
or
practise
a dog
has
his
barking
practice
which
he
practises
or
practices
lesser
minds
imagine
themselves
to
be
greater
and
that's
where
the
trouble
is
no
point
the
dead
are
gone
the
worst
feature
of
religion
is
people
are
prepared
to
die
for
it !
god
was
a nit
loyal
to
a
fault !
the
dead
when
they're
dead
that's
it
david
miscavige
is
not
even
like
stalin
he's
a
unique
combination
of
something !
the
world
is
endlessly
full
dogen
clones !
i
think
the
strength
of
scientology
is
that
you
have
a
very
coherent
and
uniform
public
front !
then that's what kills us eventually, the weakest link, tho in terms of dying the weakest link may be different from what is affected most by viruses
humans
are
surprisingly
oblivious
to
the
of
fullness !
humans
are
surprisingly
oblivious
to
the
causes
of
illness !
you just don't read around enough for instance, poetry for instance which is more the native tongue of infinity !
also in practise you need to look at what you don't understand and accept that there may be things which make sense and you simply don't understand because of necessary shortfalls in the way you look at things
all i can say is like you my education was that shakespeare wrote shakespeare but with the net and research one can move to a more informed realm !
i really would suggest you look at the henrynevilledotcom website and i have spent a full week i think on matching up the synchroncities and matching facts like shakespeare, his parents and his children were illiterate!
if you like “shakespeare” it's a revelation to fit sir henry neville's life into it, like his selling of cannon to denmark !
you won't be convinced if you don't spend that full week and most people won't have the time or interest, but it's more exciting than the da vinci code by a long way !
there
is
a
fundamental
insight
that
you
are
all
missing !
what
is
that
insight?
that
e
are
not
in my zen travels years ago i noticed that zen and other teachers hardly ever sat and i think the main reason apart from the fact it's easy to get sick of and has no real point, is once you get over 40, or even 30 with the state of health today, that constricted limb postion is distinctly and dangerously THROMBOTIC
when
you
post
on
a
message
board
it
all
boils
down
to
does
it
benefit
does infinity say hitler was bad and mother teresa good
yes it does and so do i without having walked in their shoes !
shakespeare
never
wrote
shakespeare
he
was
illterate
his
parents
were
illiterate
and
his
children
were
illiterate
the
same
cannot
be
said
of
sir
henry
neville
and
his
families in
the
generations
of
both
directions !
the christian trinity
the
father
the
son
the
holy
ghost
is
it
true
or
is
it
voynich ?
it's
probably
a
combination
of
both
if
you
liken
the
father
to
infinity
the
son
to
it's
realization
on
earth
and
the
holy
ghost
that
condition
of
transparency
between
infinity
and
ourselves
ah
it
can
make
sense
who
art
in
heaven
hallowed
be
thy
name
thy
kingdom
come
thy
will
be
done
for
ever
and
ever
amen ! ”
you
can
actually
see
the
sense
in
that !
the christian creed
is
it
true?
no
i
don't
know
it's
not
l.
ron
hubbard
genius
and
nut
case
nothing
he
did
worked
though
except
create
a
religion
appealing to idiots !
a
very
typical
greek
intelligent
but
wrong
minded !
scientology
zen
it's
the
same
problem
just
because
you
see
a
group
of
people
doing
something
you
think
it's
valid
Hi, you won’t know me, i am in australia and have no connection to scientology, just thought i’d give you my opinion : o)
david miscavige is destroying scientology more effectively than anyone else can
all you are doing are forcing his resignation and some-one else will replace him and the organisation rise from the ashes under better mangement !
he will take plenty of money with him when he resigns as well !
you have won or are winning to the extent i feel you are in physical danger now, that day of the dead video is just to good !
the angry gay pope's reply
No I 'm not in danger. If I was an ex-scientologist I would be but I'm not. The sci's are too busy having a civil war to deal with me or my lawyer properly.
I really don't think anyone is going to replace Davide Miscavige as there is going to be nothing left but cash and empty buildings.
Yes you are right he is crazy and he, like LRH, invented something that is unsustainable.
where
there's
cash
and
real
estate
there's
people !
the
female
mind
is
not
more
complex
just
embroidered !
you
can
see
the
patterns
after
a
while !
the
female
mind
is
not
more
complex
just
embroidered !
soto
zen
is
a
literal
dogen
cult !
he
can
do
no
wrong
and
neither
can
they
apparently !
dogen
a
picture
of
dogen
on
the
web
print
it
out
put
it
on
the
floor
shit
on
it !
intellectually
retarded
it's
such
rubbish !
humans
are
never
happier
than
when
fighting
zen
religion
cannot
survive
in
the
face
of
public
criticism
though
they
never
die
completely
like
the
living
dead
texts
in
sealed
jars
buried
in
the
ground
near
nag
hammadi
for
1800
years
can
resurrect
the
religion
witness
christian
gnosticism
and
the
gnostic
gospels
a
dead
religion
resurrected
from
these
texts
is
it
that
sitting
meditation
screws
the
brain
or
it's
already
screwed ?
to which someone in the audience objected:
That’s a metaphor!
No, he intoned, it’s the truth.
And for some reason
everyone broke out laughing.
sometimes
you
see
voynich
so
good
you
can't
defeat
it
“ if your practice is sitting 45 minutes on a chair or 15 minutes on a bench ”
that's the point isn't it, “practice” and not real
there's a billion monk hours gone into this sort of thing and they might has well have played golf !
you are all completely estranged from the fundamental insight yet write so definitively on here about what you are totally clueless about !
if you want to see a distortion you will find it !
you
are
forever
walled
off
from
the
fundamental
insight !
trying
to
do
things
i
get
hurt
leaving
things
a
s
they
are
i
get
hurt
when the gap disappears or the illusion of the gap is penetrated the interest disappears
until that gap disappears you going to be caught up in all sorts of nuttiness like collective or individual sitting
i will say that a lot of teachers are very skilled at creating the appearance of a gap
i started and finished with john loori, a bloody good voynicher and went on to toni packer who is way straighter but in fact most of the work was done with john loori so i guess it may not matter much
dogen is the biggest screw up to ever hit zen because he's such an unholy mixture of right and wrong !
his last poem is right, his early stuff is wrong and a fucking curse on him for that !
steve
irwin
pyschologically
you
may
be
a
lizard
or
whatever
but
your
body
reflexes
and
brain
are
of
a
land
mammal !
steve
irwin
pyschologically
you
may
be
a
lizard
or
whatever
but
your
body
reflexes
and
brain
are
a
land
mammal !
incoherent
leftism !
i
don't
think
you
have
to
ask
what
life
is
about
you
can
see
what
it
is
the
american
approach
to
poetry
is
to
sit
in
wide-
eyed
wonder
at
what
is
not
necessarily
deserving
of
wide
eyed
wonder
the
american
approach
to
poetry
is
to
sit
in
wide-
eyed
wonder
at
what
is
not
necessarily
deserving
of
wide
eyed
wonder
!
monkey
and
pig
the
hormonally
is
on
a
permanent
high !
i
think
means
what
i
agree
with
re-writing a poem is in effect a translation, and not wanting to be offensive, i don't think this poem warrants it !
the
world
is
just
one
vast
attention
deficit
dis-order !
does
teaching
poison
the
character ?
it's
because
we
impose
without
getting
feedback
i
actually
think
teaching
poisons
the
character !
permanent ”
like
losing
money
is
not
permanent !
i
don't
think
teaching
is
particularly
healthy
for
teachers
less
healthy
for
teachers
than
students
actually !
is
just
something
i
have
noticed
with
translations
over
the
years
the
impossibility
of
getting
the
full
meaning
i
think
you
have
to
understand
the
problem
with
translation
it's
never
right
ever
with
the
odd
exception
i
think
can
be
improved !
i
think
you
have
to
understand
the
problem
with
translation
never
right
ever
to
those
who
have
been
criticized
on
these
pages
look
at
the
quality
of
your
company
to
those
who
haven't
i
apologise
don't
really !
to
those
who
have
been
criticized
look
at
the
quality
of
your
company
to
those
who
haven't
i
apologise
don't
really !
the hard core zen blog after the semi-removal of anonymous posting !
all
gone
back
to
their
little
worlds
a
poetry
teacher
and
know
what
i
am
on
about ! ”
indeed
you
are,
i
bet
robert
pinsky
wouldn't
ban
you
from
the
comments
section
of
his
slate
poetry
the
light
infantry
got
sent
in
then
the
the
heavy
artillery
turned
up
but
it
still
wasn't
adequate
you
can
take
anything
you
can
praise
it
and
you
can
criticise
it
anything
is
capable
of
that !
criticize
my
poem
criticize
me
is
the
female
motto
criticize
my
poem
criticize
me
appears
to
be
the
female
motto
no
capitals
and
full stops
it's
just
the
way
i
write
can
call
it
retarded
some
do
is it that “small concrete fragments” are a guide into memory, or are they memory themselves ?
i feel in that difference there is a less inhibited poem that mightn't be about anything in particular
the
net
is
a
page
so
big
the
writing
never
stops
nov 4th sunbathed 1.05 (64.15º sun altitude) to 1.23pm (63.8º), uvb meter reading started at 60
at 1pm and peaked about 67 at 1.25, clear sky
how the informed sunbather sunbaths
sunbathing is what it's called in new zealand, sunbaking in australia, “getting melanoma”
in the us?
feel
a
bit
mean
posting
from
a
more
benign
mooded
australian
summer !
officers
get
killed
really
easy
you
can
be
killed
by
your
own
men
you
can
be
killed
by
the
enemy
you
can
be
killed
by
your
own
stupidity !
wisdom is a sententious prat!
it
distorts
reality
to
think
shakespeare
wrote
shakespeare
and
not
sir
henry
neville
which
is
actually
what
has
happened !
it
distorts
reality
to
think
shakespeare
wrote
shakespeare
which
is
actually
what
has
happened !
of
course
they
are
morons
they
lap
up
the
da
vinci
code
and
consign
the
far
more
exciting
sir
henry
neville
really
wrote
shakespeare
to
the
dust
heap !
message
boards
and
blogs
can't
escape
their
owners
the
moronic
masses
just
will
always
be
blind !
the
moronic
masses
will
just
always
be
blind !
what
women
want ?/! ”
what
they
can
get
their
need
is
endless
he has an incompetent dietary and supplement approach and just pumps vacant air for thought !
i nominate him for the reclining buddha !
actually i am sure ken's problems are more than half self inflicted by his sheer incompetence about these matters !
i have noticed with people with these serious undefinable conditions, it's more than half self-inflicted through their attempts to remedy their health, i have noticed this with myself, one makes big mistakes it takes quite a while to uncover !
be
fair
to
ken
he
has
written
a
good
but
treya
was
the
one
with
sense
and
imagination
not him !
he
turned
into
a
dry
husk
without
her
it
was
a
good
synergy
while
they
were
alive
together !
tiberius divorced his wife
vipsania
who
he
loved
for political
gain
and
paid
the
price
ever
after
mean
minded
and
twisted
until
the
end
of
his
days !
thematically distorted?
the gate not green and rusting in patches, the gravel scrapping along the walk...........
towards the mountain nothing is seen.......................
it's amazing what sleep deprivation will do ; o )
------------------------
my comment the next day : o )
i feel there's a more "quantum" version of the poem, something less constrained by what the author feels the meaning should be, too shackled by a zen thematic which is a big problem in modern poetry
“the radiant heads of orchids”
“the radiant blue green-heads of orchids !”
: o ) i don't think you can successfully rewrite some-one else's poem !
people
get
hung
up
by
all
sorts
of
barriers
they
erect
between
themselves
and
objects !
the
more
men
start
to
understand
women
the
more
they
should
be
frightened
of
them
buddha
is
insane
i
said
it !
but
god
isn't
i wonder
why ?
maybe
god
is
abit
if
you
read
the
old
testament
the
new
testament
unfortunately
is
just
social
blather !
i
think
part
of
being
mentally
ill
is
incompetence !
there
are
plenty
of
people
that
would
be
classed
as
mentally
ill
if
they
weren't
competent
phil
spector
for
instance
i
think
part
of
being
mentally
ill
is
incompetence !
there
are
plenty
of
people
that
would
be
classed
as
mentally
ill
if
they
weren't
competent
buddha
for
instance
i
think
part
of
being
mentally
ill
is
incompetence !
we
carry
this
huge
burden
of
stuff
around
with
us !
only
we
could
just
release
it !
walk
away
from
it
so
to
speak ?
or
would
too
much
of
us
be
left
behind ?
we
carry
this
huge
burden
of
stuff
around
with
us !
is
my
writing
not
being
read
because
it's
not
good
enough
or
are
people
not
good
enough?
is
my
writing
not
good
enough
or
are
people
not
good
enough?
am
i
out
of
the
woods
yet ?
NO!
buddhism
always
has
been
retarded !